I’m terrified of change, but I’m ready for it. I need it. I hate being a pessimist preoccupied with worries. My mind full of doubt and insecurities. I need to see another side of life, develop a new perspective and stop being so afraid. I have to remember nobody is ever too far away. Distance is a state of mind. And second chances are always to be given, especially to those most important to you. Also, making friends isn’t a bad thing.
Reflecting on many things and learning from them is far better than dwelling on any one thing and accomplishing nothing. As obvious is that is, I have to remind myself often.
I could neverever show you enough.
i love life :)
Nirvana - In Bloom
feeling pretty hopeless and worthless.
i don’t even have stars to look at.
EDIT: feeling better. srsly some manic depressive shit.
but still lonelys & no stars to look at :( i don’t belong here..